I can't reject you for nothing

Why do all good girls like the bad boys?
Like a moth to a flame, I guess I'm back here again.
Tell me why the dark side just captures my eye,
I know that you're a villain but I can't stop this feeling.

You make me go Mreeeeow Mreeeoooowwwww over you . I hope whatever we're sharing takes us to a greater height in life . I'll do my part to glue us together . I'll do anything to make the both of us happy . You're not like any other guys that come by my life and then leave in a day or two / weeks or two / an hour or two . If i had you earlier on 9months back , i don't see why i should be afraid of falling inlove again . You make this whole relationship / friendship a happening and fruitful one .. No matter how busy you are in the army , you try your best to attend to me despite your busy schedule :) Our endless conversations in the night makes me smile each and everytime after i hang up on you . I truely feel happy when i speak to you over the phone , i get all excited whenever i receive a message from you . I get the shackles when i hear your voice . You make me happy in whichever ways you try to amuse me .. " You bloody mangkok ! " HAHA B , aku syg kamu sgt2 ! If only you didn't have to attend army , you would be reading my blog right now .. Seeing how much i've jotted on my blog about you ... My feelings etc .. I hope by all these you can see that not only my words were just words but they are something more than that .. Something more than both of us would have expected out of me .. I told you i ain't fooling you ... Here i am , writing about you .. Therefore i ain't .. I hope to see you soon when you get out of army on Friday :( I pray for saturday to come again Superman :) You make me miss you terribly .. Sigh .. I'll be here , waiting , waiting like i've always did for the right man : ) I hope its you <3
Sometimes it gets so hard that i deny i'm missing you . But deep down i really am . I'm happy how we could have a conversation for long without feeling bored .. How i could disturb you and tell you the things i'd thought i'd never say to anyone else every again .. But on that very day last week , 15 August 2009 , I found you ... I kept my eyes locked closely on you .. No one can ever understand how good that feeling is .. That whenever you're not watching , i'm watching you but when you turn around , you look away and make myself feel comfty by smiling to myself as i watch that smile of yours glow on your face :) I hope whatever it is that you've read on my blog shows the sufficient amount of love that's produced naturally from my heart for you .. I've been missing you badly , i wanna see your face , i wanna see you smile ... IloveyouSuperman <3