Sugarrr Rush

You make me so hard to be faithful . I can't even think whats right and whats wrong here . I don't even know what i'm doing to myself . I've fooled someone out , what are you ? Are you the next one ? But i chose not to . I chose to stay with you and hopefully the other one understands what i'm going through and why i did this . Hopefully you'll see it too . After talking to Kiki , wasn't a bad decision after all . Ever since you got into Sebawang Camp , i'm starting to miss your crazy ways of making me able to smile for the whole day . Even if it means to irritate me in a certain way but you still manage to put a smile on my face . I understand how busy you are at camp , i'm sorry for being selfish . Just want you to know i miss you badly : (

I'm so dead okay for tomorrow's SS paper ! I'm so gonna get killed . I can imagine myself staring at the SS paper looking like some idiot . Thanks to myself for throwing my ss book away and Sonya dragging her time . && Now Angel is nice enough to lend me her book , i told the maid to collect it and its been an hour , the book hasn't arrived YET ... when Angel's house is just a 5minute walk away from my house ... Wtf ? HAHA The mood for me to study SS has burnt off .. Next wk is super stress wk .. 1 wk of hardcore art , to do prep and final piece .. Wow , Adora you're a genius :D ! RUSH RUSH RUSH .. I need to fucking hell RUSH everything .. Know i feel so uncomfty now , i feel like crying cos of whatever that has been happening to me recently ? Know what ,l ike seriously fuck the internet ! I want my happy pill .. Yan ? Sofyian ? :' ( ...

Should i drink the asahi left 1wk ago ( unopened ) by Qamarul or should i just keep it for another day ?

( Suddenly i don't have the mood to blog anymore )
Tatas .