Met Randy in the afternoon for shopping after that i felt emo and didn't feel like going home . I manage to find Chuckee ! Chuckee and i decided to go for Shisha to forget the problems we had . Then after that we headed to get beer and slacked at Qlarke Quay . We talked , we laugh . But then i cried after some time cause my tears were uncontrollable . Chuck's told me not to cry and be happy .. ' everythings gonna be ok ' .. Yeah , ok .. I couldn't take the pain in me , it was painful . My heart emits a physical pain . Well , i hate this part . I hate being in a relationship . I hate whatever is going on now . I want Booze , dumpling ( vas ) , Randy , Chuckee , Jannath.. I'd prefer to be single and not get married ever . I prefer being a nun .. I'd be making love to Jesus , it's an eternity of love .. He loved me , thats why he died .. Now i'm feeling high , i wanna thrash some shit out ! I feel like jumpling on the trampoline and do a summersault , dance , bounce ! Everything and anything that could keep me away from thinking about love . Which i can totally forget about doing so . Thanks to the many friends of mine who cared for me . Much appreciated , thanks . I love you all . Nothing for the love of my friends can beat the love of relationships . I'm cool this way . Though being single is hard and difficult , it's just part of life .. I gotta live it ..
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