Are you that hardcore that you ran away and followed someone else ?

I had intense cycling from 6 am + to look for sakae . Baby Boy where are you ? I miss you so much . Are you that hardcore that you ran away and followed someone else ? Could you please come home ? Or whoever that person whom brought you to another place please bring you back ? We're worried sick for you ! I luvvv you sooo much . I miss you fluffball . Where are you ? Why did you leave us like this after 7-8 years without even leaving a trace ? Sigh . Baby ... :'(