(> ^.^)> Mreow at you <(^.^<)

I slept at 3:30am , woke up at 9+ . I am so tired . I have no mood to do anything . I just finished preparing Charlie's big treat on a Friday . Boyfriend is uncontactable ( Think he didn't charge his phone ) . Fuck . I'm sitting right infront of the computer blogging about life while i await a good massage later . This is so hardy . I hate life . I hate life . I need a smoke but smoking just makes me even more tired , all the sucking , all the inhaling . Goodness gracious ! Monday school starts , productive things to do , prelims coming . Omg, everything is falling onto me so quick . I feel heavy . Why ? Thanks to holiday , i'm so lazy and i didn't do any exercise ++ school is starting . Revision , everything is falling so quick . ( Inner of my ear feels so itchy ) ! Gah , i have yet to take a shower . Yet to brush my teeth . You know what ? I simply can't be bothered with life . Maybe i shall go nurse my brother with his new telephone since he needs some help . Impossible of me to stay infront of the computer all day right ? Hmmph , shit .. i really miss those days when im skinny .. i look good in everything i wear .. But due to excessive eating , midnight snacks .. big thanks ok ! This is random i know . Period .