I is sick there4 i is grumpy to e core

I got flu , i got sorethroat . Well , not a very sore one but still a sorethroat .
I feel like a pathetic loser with a tissue stuck right up my left nostril . Grr . Stewpid block nose is fucking hell killing me . && i'm really tired but i can't seem to SLEEP ? ( now im starting to worry ) Sigh . Baby is at work while he leaves me at home suffering like this . -.- . I feel so shitty . I got flu , NOT swine flu . When i told everyone i got flu , everyone thought i had swine flu and then some even tried making fun of it . " Oi , eat more babi , the swine flu won't come to you " ... LAME ! So what now ? Virus fighting against its own virus ? Tsk . Baby's birthday is coming soon . Next month yipee. My baby is going to be a big baby , 20 yrs old . Whooooooopteeedoooooo :D && my birthday is like in less than 6 months . But u know what ? I'm gonna try to make this a small party cos , to me celebrating birthdays every year only marks oneself getting older .So upsetting lah . " Whats my 19th birthday gonna be like this yr ? " I'm not even bothered . It's just a date . _____ Dec , so what ? Haiya , very pek chek now cos im fucking hell dead sick and my block nose is blocking every knowledge of mine . Aye ya , good night lah . Pissing me off .