Ain't coming home no more

I had a rough night yesterday . No matter how exhausted i was , i just couldn't put myself down . I was too upset to see the way things were going . No amounts of jokes , good entertainment could make me smile nor laugh . Every part of me is being ripped . I feel upset . I don't know how am i suppose to describe how i feel now . I feel stuck . Choked on tears .

I'm really upset baby ,
I can't think of anything else but you .
Go ahead , give me some attitude ,
I'll try my best waiting .
I'm only giving you whats best for us .
Pls don't just come back to me just cos you want to stop me from crying.
When theres no love left to share , there's more tears from me to shed .