Even if i carry on crying , these tears won't bring you back to me nor will they make me to you . I feel exhausted from all the cryings . I can barely think straight about what i really want from you or anyone else around me . I'm so sad , it hurts so bad to an extend where i feel fucking hell numb in me . No others can beat the amount of love you've given me . Though at times i could barely feel its presence but i know you still do . It's difficult for me . && i know life for you is much more difficult than it is for me . You have to cope with Family , school , friends and me . I know sometimes i ask too much from you ... :(
I love you